They day I new it was you in there!!

On July 8^th I found out I was pregnant. We have been trying for about 5 months and I was not sure if it would happen. It's interesting many friends of mine that have children say, “you will just know when you are pregnant.” On July 8^th the once a month visitor did not come in the morning or afternoon. I had to go buy a pregnancy test. I couldn’t wait. As I was walking to Safeway I was so anxious. I new it was going to be positive. 

When it was ready to read I took it in my hands and the first thing that stuck out was a dark line and that’s all I was focused on. I had 30 secs of disappointment. I took a better look at it and there was a very faint line but there was still 2 lines. I have seen plenty of negatives so I knew. Nicks b-day was in 3 days and I wanted to wait to tell him but I am no good with surprises. I get too excited to tell people and I obsess until I get it out. So as soon as Nick got home I showed him the test!! He was in disbelief but really excited!! I still was not sure if that test was right so I decided to take it again in the morning. It was the same thing. One dark line and one faint line. Still no monthly visitor. A few days past and didn’t feel pregnant. I don’t have morning sickness, headaches, or tender breast (well the are sore but nothing how articles are describing).  I started to wonder if I really was. Nick and I have planned to cycle 900 miles of the Pacific Coast. We shipped our bikes out to Portland already!! I decided to still do it while pregnant. I was 6 weeks when I started. Before I left I felt already exhausted and every time I drive a car I feel like  I am going to fall asleep. I wasn’t  sure how far we would make it on our Journey. My biggest nerves were a potential miscarriage on the ride.

I am still in such a sensitive time right now. The photo above I was 7 weeks and rode 100 miles of the trip!!